Here we are again. A year after I stopped writing on this platform thinking about the same questions. "Should I stop writing?" "Am I still as passionate as I was before?" "Is it the right decision... to start with all the work again ?". There are just a lot of new things on my plate right now. I just came back from Canada a couple weeks ago and have to start getting back into my normal daily routine while thinking about my senior year in high school that starts really soon. Haha, my little difficulties might seem little compared to other problems but to continue blogging while graduating in two languages for two diplomas -the german Abitur AND the international IB- at the same time seem like a huge challenge for me if I really want to continue writing with my full heart. I don't want to start blogging for a second time without putting passion into my work. I met a lot of fashion bloggers in my 2 years of being a part of this, who just lost all there love in doing what they once loved so much and I don't want to be that. I'm not a big fan of putting so much effort and energy in a hobby that doesn't mean something to you. Time is just to precious to waste.

When I close my eyes for a moment and actually think about the journey that I made the last year I realize that it feels like a surreal dream and now I'm back in my hometown feeling like I never left. I'm not the same person I used to be and yet theres this feeling of "nothing has changed". So I'm back here, in my normal life realizing that there's something missing that was a huge part of the -me- here in Germany. I got a lot of E-Mails from people telling me that I should start blogging again and I have to admit that it simply feels wrong to be back home without starting to write again. Berlin feels different without Fashion Fou. So here I am. After 10 months starting what I stopped for way to long. My Blog!